Full-Blown Agony: A Personal Battle Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a gloomy weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp sensation sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by quick jolts, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort eased and then returned with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically begin with severe discomfort behind one eye that persists for three hours.
About one in 1,000 people suffer by the condition, and males are more often affected. Attacks typically begin with sudden, severe agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to many triggers, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing texts suggest unusual remedies for what some experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a distinct disorder, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European doctor who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key artery that supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in treating the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the findings of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such progress, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a physician researched his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes the dental profession still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
Official guidance on management advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently soothes the bouts of some people.
But consultant specialists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Brief cycles with infrequent episodes are handled with acute treatment alone. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a